back!

yea i know this post is a little late..well its been about 5 days since i returned from RBS(residential bible school) where i spent my last 5 weeks and 2 days. 4 weeks in HCC, Camerons and the rest in our mission places and PJGH. Overall it was a truly great experience for me. Not only did i meet new friends and fellow lamers, fellow emo-ers. Hahah, but i also mended the relationship between me and God. All this while He was right beside me in times of joy and sadness. Sadly we only tend to come to Him when theres no other resort. RBS made me respond fully to His stubborn love. And now i want to serve Him wholeheartedly in everything i do as if i was doing it for Christ not men, Ephesians 6:7. Yes, wholeheartedly. Its not gonna be easy but i will be guided from above. He's changing me little by little everyday.

STUBBORN LOVE

caught again, your faithless friend
don't you ever tire of hearing
What a fool I've been
guess I should pray what can I say
Oh, it hurts to know the hundred times I've caused you pain
'Forgive me' sounds so empty
when I never change
Yet you stay and say 'i love you still' forgiving me time and time again

Chorus:
It's your stubborn love
that never lets go of me
I don't understand how you can stay
Perfect love, embracing the worst in me
How I long for your stubborn love

Funny me, just couldn't see, even long before I knew you, you were loving me
Sometimes I cry, you must cry too,
when you see the broken promises
I made to you, I keep saying that I'll tryst you, though I seldom do,
yet you stay and say you love me still
knowing someday I'll be like you

(Chorus)

It's your stubborn love that never lets go of me
I don't understand how you stay
Perfect love, embracing the worst in me
and you'll never let me go
I believe I finally know,
I can't live without, your stubborn love.


funny how this song almost made me cry. It was like this song was written from my heart to be sung by my soul to God. This song touched me a lot and i hope it touches you too..